Purpose is defined as:
The reason for existence, the reason for which something exists or for which it has been done or made.
I am always seeking to live a life filled with purpose, and I know that I can only truly find purpose and peace and meaning to life in God. I can try and fill the void with many earthly things that brings me pleasure for a while, but nothing can fill me up like the love of God.
I have a enquiring mind and sometimes want to figure things out with my head reminds me of my daughter Jodi, always asking questions? I had a vision for my life since I was a little girl, just dreaming about a better life, hoping that things will change and believing that there must be more to life. I was very talented in school took part in choir, art, drama, sports and would always volunteer when help was required. I believe that God already prepared me for His purposes way back then.
I remember looking in the mirror whilst still growing up and asking myself, why are you here? why is your name Verna? what does your name mean? what are you suppose to do with your life? Growing up in Port Elizabeth in a municipal two bedroom house with so many relatives was all I knew and was okay with it.I grew up with little and was thankful for what we had, not having my own bedroom for instance, sharing was the name of the game. That's all I knew and it was enough at the time as I knew no other way, but I never stopped dreaming. I would sit in class looking out the window and dream that one day I will change people's lives. I always saw the silver lining, and remember speaking to my class mates in an encouraging way even though I had less than them. So without me realising that inspiration has taken root in my heart, I was always drawn to people that had real stories about life and survival.
I remember looking in the mirror whilst still growing up and asking myself, why are you here? why is your name Verna? what does your name mean? what are you suppose to do with your life? Growing up in Port Elizabeth in a municipal two bedroom house with so many relatives was all I knew and was okay with it.I grew up with little and was thankful for what we had, not having my own bedroom for instance, sharing was the name of the game. That's all I knew and it was enough at the time as I knew no other way, but I never stopped dreaming. I would sit in class looking out the window and dream that one day I will change people's lives. I always saw the silver lining, and remember speaking to my class mates in an encouraging way even though I had less than them. So without me realising that inspiration has taken root in my heart, I was always drawn to people that had real stories about life and survival.
Finding God's purpose for my life was something I wanted to know and understand.
Today as a wife and mom and career woman I am more determined to walk in my purpose in all these different roles. We serve many purposes in many peoples lives, in the workplace and in ministry, but I believe that God gave us His desires and therefore we are able to fulfill so many tasks and influence so many lives. We all called to fulfill His plan for such a time as this, but we have to choose His way.
I also remember a time in my life where I doubted the very gift God blessed me with, because of limitations that was placed on me by people. I felt lost and questioned the very thing I knew I was born to do. Singing is my way of expressing my love for God, I get completely lost in it. I'm not the world greatest singer but know that through singing I expressed the voice of God and utter a message that is needed for a specific season. I will always be a worshipper that is who I am. His breathe is in my lungs.
Never be afraid to live in the purpose of God for your life.
Never apologise to people for the gifts and talents God has placed on your life, embrace the plans God has for your life. Live a life of grace and be unapologetic for who you have become, stay humble and flexible always ready to be molded into the shape He requires us to be. God has called us to greatness He uses people that are willing and obedient, ordinary people doing extraordinary things.
Walk in His Purpose for your life today He has our best interest at heart.
Jeremiah 29:11 says is so well " For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you, plans to give you a hope and a future.
A very Inspiring Post.
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